Once in a while, well it's happening more often now' I feel like I'm missing something...like (this will sound corney but im not makin it up) there is an empty spot in my chest...like a hole...i really feel it when i think about my friends and how they have girl and boy friends... and even worse when i think about how badly i want one...I feel so stupid sayin this cause I feel like i'm the only person that feels this way... I dont understand why I can't meet a girl for me....I'm not a bad guy am I? I dont have an awful personality that ppl hate do I? I try to be a good guy but that doesn't seem to be working...what do i have to do? It seems to me that the guys that get the attension are one of three things:
-Very funny
-Very attractive from a girls point of view, whatever that might be
-or what I would call less than decent guys
Apparently Im none of those things.. or have I just been going about this all wrong? Thats possible...heck, ne thing is....
Well, if u have anything to say go ahead...positive critisism or negative..i dont care anymore....
Mood: Numb to emotion :-|
